day 4 and i'm still here although i want to leave everyday. the yoga is wonderful but like everything here it feels forced to me. the nun is the one who leads yoga and i really come to like her.
the focus every day is ducha [suffering] which i can't even start to explain here. you can find the description somewhere here http://www.suanmokkh.org/.
the food although vegetarian is good but because of the nauseousness i haven't been eating much. i visit the cook and pantomime my systems of sickness. she gives me the same herbs that everyone gets for everything Fah-Ta-Lai-Chon and a glass of what looks like dirty dishwater with some dirt in it. surprisingly i feel a lot better and for the first day i really enjoy the day despite the ducha and heat.